Saturday, January 30, 2010
Pixie:
hmm,I m bak to posting,jus as hw I promise dear:) so I did Kip my promise..cnt slp well,so tot of blogging cuz I gt nth to do at hme!!do smth cn at least Kip it off my mind...ytd dear at nite cum find me at 2am in the morning!!den we spent nite toking...shall not elaborate much abt it...
sumhw I still cnt accept the fact..I jus cnt believe it..so shocked,superb sad n lost for words..at tat moment I cld reali fil myself falling apart when I hear ur ans..hw I Noe ur ans??cuz I Noe u,n u had saw if gt wat happen,nv leh??
When I alr guess dao n ask u,I was hoping ur ans to be no n tat I was wrong..was forcing myself to smile in front of u cuz I dunwan u to Noe I m heartbroken n dunwan u to c me sad agn cuz I had promised u bt in the end I failed.I cried...I love you too much,so I choose to accept ur everyting.u may tink I m silly,bt I dunmind being silly..I even tink I m so silly.bt love had to be tis way.
sumtym I m reali scared to fall too deep cuz...),: hais..dear I wan to get it off my mind,bt I duno hw??cn teach me??filling so cold nw...I m so tired,had been crying for the whole dae...jus wan to tel u no matter wat I still love you dearly n wun bcuz of tat n let go of you..I stil wan to be wif my chipmunk!!I nid u badly tis few dae..
Chipmunk:I make pixie sad again.. Dunno y I keep making her upset.. =( I really dun wan to but ended up I still make her cry... Haiz.. Pixie still upset with chipmunk? I hope not le... I dun like her to be sad... She sad make me feel so terrible...
Really feel so happy when chipmunk is with pixie.. Can't seem to hide my smiles whenever I see her lor.. I think she also the same... We always look at each other den smile le... So ke ai... Haha...
Now waiting for my pixie to end work.. She today hurt her finger at work... I wan to sayang her... Hope she ok now... Chipmunk also hurt himself lor.. Wan pixie to teng me... Burn myself... Still pain..=( I wan dear dear de hug hug!
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