Friday, April 30, 2010
Chipmunk:
I dunno wat are we quarreling abt.. I dunno y it always ended up like this? do we really have to quarrel over such matters? I am really not one who like to pick up a quarrel.. I may have been demanding at times, or maybe I have not pay enough attention to wat you wan... am I really wrong? haiz...
Today weather really very hot.. I keep having headache.. the heat really irritated me!! grr... just now afternoon come back slp till nearly cant climb out of bed.. exhausted.. lol..
1:05 AM
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Pixie:
I fill so tired..was having fever frm afternoon till nw.bt ate medi le.so nw fever subsided.fill so cold n hot at tyms.fill so much lyk finding ppl to tok to cuz i fill very stress n sad.bt nw was super sad n angry.bt no one is free to hear me tok,no one is there for me.not even u..i guess u mus be enjoying urself yea? wish there is a shoulder nw for me to cry on=( bt dun hab=(( so cn oni cry alone.
n yet i had to fake a smile in front of everyone=))i nid u so much nw,y arent u not wif me?i m breaking down soon..bt there is one person i wan thanks n he is .... thanks for listening to my prob today...
Chipmunk:
haiz... if you are having fever why dun you tell me just now? y when you need me so much yet u dun wan to tell me? when you need someone to talk to, why dun you just approach me? y u dun wan to tell me all these? do I really have to ask before you will tell me? how will I know if you dun... haiz...
How come till now you still cant confide to me? issit really that difficult to just say? haiz...
How will I be enjoying myself if we ended up quarreling again?
1:33 AM
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Chipmunk:
Tml is my last paper... looking forward to it.. =) hope can manage to do well.. dun really feel like studying anymore... brain cells are nearly all dead le..
This few days nv see dear dear feel so weird... I think you must have been very happy that I go find you after your sch... it feels so nice to have you back by my side.. =)
Arhm!! how come today nv blog again huh? bish!! zhen shi de... HUGS.. mis you dear.. see you real soon.. =)
12:13 AM
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Chipmunk:
Ah bish!! dear dear nv blog today?? zhen shi de... hmm.. tot can see you just now but cannot.. haiz.. sad.. =(
11:47 PM
Monday, April 26, 2010
Chipmunk:
2 papers today... very difficult lor... or shld say I nv study much enough so cant do.. =( haiz.. but I think as long as I try my best today, I am contented with my performance.. just that I cannot fail...
Exhausted... brains need to have some rest first.. later still need study some more.. now left 3 more days with 2 more papers.. jia you!!
dear dear ah... cannot like this k? I know is terrible to feel like this but must bear with it lor.. I feel the same way as you do.. silly girl.. =)
I hope to see you too though I am really very tired..
Pixie:Pixie is so tired today,duno y?fill so shragged..ohmytian!n i still gt hw not done!bt lucky i m left wif poa[: well,i hab given up on microecon!haha.no la,i m left wif 4 explanation qn duno hw to do.well,forget it tmr go sch ask cher!XDD n nw i shall start on my poa hw!
dear i noe u sae today ur test is hard! i duno wat i could do to make u fill beta?bt jus to sae if u hab done ur best jiu hao le,k?cuz wat is done cnt be undone?i noe hw to comfort ppl using tis bt lata tis happen to me,i will oni cry!lols.dear,jiaoyu for ur last two paper!me still new start jiu gt all the project presentation cuming in!stressed!oh no!hais=( no choice though i hate presentation cuz i will be stumbling n duno wat to sae!n ohya,my eng sucks!so i oso duno hw?[: haha
shall tel u more abt wat is it nxt tym we chat[: cuz it is alot i wan to share!bt i filling so tired nw!!=(( gosh!
9:53 PM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Pixie:tis few day my dearest laoogn is mugging for his exams!so pixie was very understanding de lo[: haha,waited patiently for his reply though is lyk super long..is pixie gud not?=) u beta sae i m superb gud,gud ill no words to sae!haah.XP cuz tis is the oni ting i cn do for u nw=( hope it did help n hope i cn help u in sum way or another?XD jiayou my dear u r left wif few day!it will fly by very fast so hang on!n do ur best!study hard!!!
Pixie:
HAPPY 4th MONTH ANI TO MY DEAREST LAOGONG!ILOVEYOU IWANYOU IMISSYOU!!haha[: today went for idea jumpstart module!funfun!!shiokshiok!!=) n i gt to noe alot of ppl=) nope,shld sae fun ppl ba[:lols.we had sum sort of icebreaking games bt is in a cool way n much more more more nicer.=P ok at least tat is the oni module tat i love for now.bt i believe the other module will get more fun n interesting too!XDD yeayea!hehe.pixie will jiayou de!gambateh!chipmunk oso mus,k?
today my dearest jus finish his 1st paper?n he sae it is so difficult!ohman!if it was me i wld hab cry rite aft exam?hmm,not reali cry mayb sad?bt i duno wat my laogong is filling?he nv tel me?=( alrite today i choose volleyball for my s&w,will i regret?hope not cuz pixie dunwanna get so tan!=)i dunwan become blackie hei ren wor!ltr my deardear dunwan me jiu cham.haha.hmm,actuali it was a tie btw yoga n volleyball bt i duno which one so in the end choose vb!yea!nice nice(i hope so?)
and today lesson end early my sweet n caring chipmunk reach sch jus in tym wor![: hehe,went to find him at bus stop and he being a ti tie bf,offered to help me carry my lappy!though his shoulder pain!TOUCHED @.@ crying le la.touched to drop a tear wor!hao li hai!XP haha.den we climb the stair al the way bak to sch agn cuz i wanted to buy poa txtbkXD n in the end he too help me carry n put in his bag!nw his bag is even heavier!bt i m so touched tat he do al tis ting for me.dear,i did fil it n it will always be in my mind,i dun 4get.pixie will also try my very the best to improve on myself so no more quarrel!i reali love you alot!MUACKS
den we went great world city i tink so rite?watched the movie shutter island.as usual tat type of movie is not my cup of tea so all the tym i was...lols.u shld noe wat i m doing!hahaXP den before catching the movie we go to go thai n had our dinner[: bt for pixie is bf cum lunch cum dinner.superb hungry de lo!n i love the mango salad veyr the much!the avocado snow too bt deardear dun lyk i duno y?it is nice!XDDyumyum! n i was superb full!nope,or shld i sae the dinner is sumptious n filling?
den we went to taka,he buy royce choc for me!XD n it is bitter choc,boy wann me tian zai xin li ku zai zui li isit?XPP haha.aft i try will tel dear agn,k? dear i wanna tel u smth,today i reali enjoyed myself wif u!n frm nw onwards i will work hard n study hard n not to forget of cuz play hard!i reali love you alot!XD
Chipmunk:
Happy 4th month Anniversary my darling.. =) ILY IMY IWY... ARHM!!!
Haha.. ur chipmunk do feel very sad that the exam is difficult.. =( cos it nv turn out as I expected.. the questions are not similar to those like past years one.. but I can only say that it's over le lor.. so no matter wat, nothing can change the fact that I have already done with it liao.. haha.. as long as I feel I have given a good try to it, I am satisfied le.. Just that as long as I dun fail it and keep up with my present grades, I will be very happy le.. =)
And dear dear choose volleyball is gd.. =) is a very nice sport and I know you will surely enjoy one.. just that you have to take good care of yourself lor... cos playing volleyball can injure yourself... sure get bruise easily.. ah bish!
Ur tie xin de bf very gd hor... help you carry laptop and textbook... lol.. next time see you dare to bully me anot.. u bully me den I dun help you carry le.. haha... ah bish!! next time know we going out den dun bring laptop mah.. haha.. silly girl... but is ok... my dear dear got appreciate it den wat I did is worth it le.. haha.. =P still got make you feel touched lor.. think is very nan de den will say you feel touched by wat I did... hiak..
Ya.. we went Great World City today.. I very long nv go le.. even forget that got such a shopping mall along the way.. haha... is definitely a gd place for dating hor? lol... no ppl one.. so quiet... arhm! bish!! dear dear dun like the movie ah? zhen shi de... haha... must ai wu ji wu mah, not meh? =P lol... but I am happy that you still pei me watch even if you dun like.. =) ur chipmunk likes to watch movies... haha... so next time you must keep pei me watch le..
Glad that dear dear enjoyed the dinner.. the avocado snow is ok for me la.. just that I am not used to drinking it.. haha.. the mango salad nice hor? next time we go eat again ba if you like.. =)
I have a great night with you too dear... =) now I must go back and concentrate on my exams le.. still got 6 more days and it will be over le... felt so stressed now.. haha... arhm!! guess you are still slping... dreaming of ur chipmunk? hugs...
(ps: love you dear.. hope you enjoy the bitter choc that I give you.. =P let you tian zai xin li ku zai zui li.. haha.. arhm! )
11:35 PM
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Chipmunk:
No matter what, I still WAN you... dun say nobody want you k? Haiz
1:49 AM
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Chipmunk:
I will be studying at dear dear's sch today... Jia you jia you... 8 days and everything will be over for now le.. Jia you jia you...
(ps: I am feeling so hot and sweaty now.. felt like just climb up a hill.. oops!!)
Haiz.. dear dear went jp buy something.. something that I dunno.. a secret... ya... I am waiting for her... missed her terribly... haiz.. dunno wat she is doing.. she din even reply me now.. =(
Pixie:
nobody wants me..even u nw...=( nobody cares abt me animore!my parents n nw even u!=(( so dead nw!
i m so sorri to abandon u there,den do u noe my filling is not gud either cuz i noe u will be sad n i will be more sad cuz i abandon u there.bt at the other point i wanted to gib u a surprise cuz u wanted one so badly.n bcuz it is the 1st tym i m celebrating wif u so i wan make it a memorable one.tat y i had to go find tat ting n u noe tat i nid to spend hw long on it?
tat day i threw everyting away,do u noe hw heartpain i fill?my hardwork will be thrown away cuz u dun appreciate it..u noe if i every nite slp very late n doing al tis even though i was working in the morning is very tiring so i tend to fall aslp halfway n do u even realise hw cum tat few day u tok to me i was lyk hmhmhm?
yet,u tel me u r silly to sae gudnite when i slp?silly den y dun sae to me early?u noe tat ting was so hard to make?it was stitching n knitting.in the dark i even had to stitch while looking at instruction.sumtym i fill lyk gibing up cuz it is so hard n within so lil tym,n i even prick myself several tym.so i hope u cn sae sumting to motivate me.bt?i was so disappointed when u sae those tat i threw al the ting away! do u tink abt the ting i do then?did u ever rmb?was i even more silly?yes,i tink i m damn stupid!den u tink ytd i was left alone at jp the filling is gud?so mani ppl boarding bus n i was one of them in tat packed bus tinking of u.y?cuz i noe u fill lyk goin so much.so i bu ren xin stop u n let u go.hw abt u abandon me ytd?wei le u,i understand u n did not even sad or angry abt it alrite?
i m not trying to blame u or wat.bt jus wan u to tink.wat abt me?for u i change alot.for u i do ting tat i nv do b4?for u i sacrifice alot of ting.n bcuz of u,mum scolded me agn jus nw n ask me go die.wat do i tink i filling nw?n i dunwan anymore quarrel.wat i do for u is all my willingness,i nv wish for aniting in return.
anw,i tink i shld go out and destress cuz since no one cares abt me or even bother abt my filling.
9:05 AM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Pixie:
jus nw went wif dear chipmunk to jurong point n we went there for?of cuz to catch a movie luh!XD Being wif my dearest i fill so hapi!=)before i start my lovey dovey mushy words,in the morning i went to sch,wat sch?of cuz is np lah!=P hehe.i seriously dislike economics,it is definitely not the cup of tea for me!uhh!!dreaded goin to tat class!=((
Not to forget,sch is oso not starting the way i wan it to be!!hais]: reali hope to be more fun as the days goes by!i wan make lots of frewn n is gal de hor!cuz i fill kinda weird to hang out wif guys!=( n dear i noe u r actually very disturbed by me goin n hanging out wif guys rite?i m sorri,i wanted to sae tis to u..i dunwan to!!i duno hw to reject ppl,u noe?everytime i noe i m rushing off,or had sumting on i jus duno hw to reject.i everytime will find an excuse wich i dun lyk!cuz i wanna be true to them bt scared rejecting will hurt their filling?n mayb they r jus being friendly??
bt i oso fill weird wif guys!sumtime i duno wat to do..i m so stuck!=( sobs..n dear,i promise i wun be lyk tis animore cuz i dunwan u to fill aniting not gud!n i noe u r my bf so i cnt let u fill any way not gud.i reali do love you alot.today seeing u leave i reali bu she de let u go.bt i m left wif no choice sumtym.for ur gud n sake i cnt be selfish to kip u acc me when u r habing exam.n when ur frewn wanted u to go so much..muacks!XD i was tinking of alot of ting.i realise
Chipmunk:
Dear dear understand how I feel I am really happy.. Ya.. is true that I feel disturbed that you hang out with guys... esp ppl like you noe who.. but I also dunno how to tell you... I scare you not happy.. and I dunno if I am right to feel this way..
I really enjoy ur company today, my dearest pixie... though we have very little time together, I still feel very comfortable and happy being with you... =) I also feel she bu de to leave you lor.. but I know I have to study.. haiz...
And dear dear dun feel sad over how sch is now k? cos you just started sch so you will feel unfamiliar with alot of things.. wait till a while more maybe you will find sch more fun le.. =) you will get to know more frens, having lessons together, gossiping abt things, htht with some of them, and also going out with them... some more still got ur cca.. your poly life shld be of some spark.. =P
Take care my dear... I love you..
10:06 PM
Monday, April 19, 2010
Chipmunk:
BishZ!!! dear dear wo heng xiang ni wor.. how how how??? grr... everyday also so xiang ni I jialat le.. going to have xiang si bing le.. Arhm!!! Mis you mis you....
Must study!!!!!!
(ps: think my com got virus lor.. sian...)
8:20 PM
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Chipmunk:
Arhm arhm arhm!!!! ah bish!! dear dear now beside me.. ask her to delete her messages from her inbox she now surfing fb.. zhen shi de... where is my hug hug??!! AH BISH!
Wait till after my exams den I going to help you delete away those msg in ur inbox lor... Hiak.. dun blame me if I anyhow delete hor.. Haha...
Went study at the lib today.. Erm.. consider got some work done ba.. must jia you more.. grr..
(ps: this few days I nv blog much cos I'm busy...)
10:16 AM
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Chipmunk:
When it comes to this special someone, I just wan to give "her" a hug hug... Arhm...
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who else deserve better than you ,my dearest? =)
(ps: oops.. post up le cant see... )
8:06 PM
Friday, April 16, 2010
Chipmunk:
Dear dear haven fang gong ah? why nv msg me? ah bish... I mis you my dear... hugs.. =)
Today finally mark the end of my lab projects... 4 out of 5 is completed.. left one that is to be done after the exams... Phew... Now need to get into study mood lor which till now I still haven.. this sem sure gg one.. Just hope tat can manage to scrape through my exams.. luckily got dear dear to support me... =) Jiayou!!
Wanted to come home slp wan.. but ended up bathe le too awake to slp for now.. lol.. Dear dear ah...
what are you doing now? chipmunk thinking of you...
where are you now? chipmuunk worrying you...
Why nv msg me? chipmunk missing you...
And chipmunk loves you.. hugs! =)
(Haiz.. =( I nv tell you just now... after seeing you, I missed you even more lor.. If only you can be by my side longer...)
pixie:deardear you zai bu gao xin le wor..you zai shuo wo lo!wo bu ke yi ku=) i cnt cry...
hais...pixie mus be strong,yea?haha..duibuqi la.wo bu shi gu yi de.sorri dear.u dun sad n angry le,k?[:
12:27 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Chipmunk:
Haiz.. what is the matter with dear dear? how come you are sad? issit cos of me? =(
chipmunk hao lei today.. waiting for dear dear... think she got scolded for going home late lor.. =( till now she have tell me.. haiz... dear dear ah... where are you? wat you doin? Are you all right? I am thinking of you from just now lor... =(
Another day in sch.. feel so shag out and so stressed.. argh!!!
12:39 PM
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Chipmunk:
Haiz.. I wanted to talk to you.. why you dun call me? =( I wan to listen to your voice...
Dear dear... mis you so much... hugs.. going to pick you soon.. seeing you at night is really the time that makes me so happy lor.. love you lots
Pixie:
hais!!i wan chat wif my dearest bt i tink it will be quite hard=( wat if everyday we cnt chat?cnt lo,mus put one day u tok,one day he tok lo!hm,i duno la..i oni noe i miss u so muchhh yet cnt tok to u..chatting wif u now,hearing ur voice simply make my dae n ur voice is so nice!!everyday w/o ur voice at nite i cnt fall aslp..if u realise tat those dae w/o u i stay till quite late den fall aslp cuz i miss you!!i nid ur voice!
i fill so much lyk hugging u..dear,dun sad alrite jus as i told u in fb!cheerup!=) n dun stress,u mus hang on..tel u if stress rite?go for a run n u will fill beta,trust me!haha.hang on!!i m rite below u,supporting u.if u fall i will fall even more oh!i m sure dear dunwan ya wo rite?[; haha!
iloveyouimissyouiwanyou!muacks!nite my dear!XD
12:06 AM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Chipmunk:
So tired... Haiz... =(
Today dunno y I mis my dear dear so much.. =( Haiz.. wan so much to see her, to talk to her and to hug her... wat is the matter with me? xiang si bing i guess...
Tiring day in sch... so stressed with my exams.. dun wan to study liao.. Arg!! 2 more wks plus and the exams will be over le.. just hope I can tahan till then ba... =(
(ps: my uncle pass away today.. it just make me sad whenever someone I know pass away.. =( Haiz.. )
12:24 AM
Monday, April 12, 2010
Pixie:
y dear today nv blog huh?=( ah bish!!haha..noe tat u r busy so alrite=) tis few dae jiu you me keai pixie to blog for you!bt of cuz i wld love it if you cn blog too[: today me n dear had a gud tym!dont we? lols.ILOVEYOU! dear,u simply make me smile when i m down!u bring sunshine to my lyf..erhem,it does not mean last tym i dun hab sunshine in my lyf hor,is tat last tym i m the sunshine in my own lyf!wahaha..chim rite?last tym pixie is ownself zi wo an wei,self comfort=) n reali,i ownself motivate myself,i oso duno hw i do it.
bt nw i m dependent on my dearest laogong!ohno!!XPP nvm,tis tym period i mus learn to be bak tat independent gal!n i will stand by you!so dear,jiayou n for ur exams alrite?Muacks!!ohmytian!tis few dae gonna be busy at work cuz there is no ppl working...doom..tink everyday go hme straightaway will bloop on the bed n zzzz.haha[:
alrite,i shall end here!ILOVEYOUIMISSYOUIWANYOU!!sososo badly!haha.no is everyday oso super badly!XDD Muacks
Chipmunk:
Arhm!!! my silly girl say she will blog this few days one hor... =P so I expect something on this blog.. hiak... Hugs.. ya.. I'll be busy but den of cos finding time to blog is very important to me... Having you is already part and parcel of my life... smuah! =)
Today really have a lovely and enjoyable time with you.. be it morning seeing you or evening meeting you, I just feel so sticky towards you... I wan so much to be with you now... =) Though you make me wait so long in the morning, seeing you simply brighten up my day and make me feel so smiley.. =) and though I know you dun feel so happy in the evening, seeing you simply make me wan to be there for you and cheer you up... =)
Dear dear.. I just wan to make sure you know that I am really always here for you lor.. if you have any unhappiness I dun wan you to keep to yourself, let alone not telling me the truth and say nothing wrong.. nan dao wo zhen de kan bu chu ni de nan guo meh? =( ah bish! it hurts when you ming ming jiu know yet when you asked the other person, she rather choose to say nothing is wrong lor.. haiz..
I really wan to make you feel better... I wan to cheer u up... but you shld know that no matter how much I can do, it still depend on yourself in the end right? if you choose to continue to be sad, there's nothing I can do le lor... just that I will feel so sad that even myself cant make you feel better.. you she de ran wo nan guo? =( Arhm!! like I say just now.. dear dear dun bottle up your feelings k? you know I like to ask you to answer me wat is the matter but if you dun feel like saying, at least write down and give it to me see? hugs...
And I wan to say that you can depend on me... dun feel that you should not or wat k?Dependent on me for this kind of comfort is never wrong... As your bf, I am here to provide you a listening ear to all your problems and of cos pei you go through all these problems... of cos I hope my presence do bring you comfort... =)
Thanks dear for the jiayou lor... =) I feel so happy just now by ur gambateh msg lor... it brings warmth to me... =) haha... i will work hard for my exams and after that can spend lots of time to pei you le.. hugs... Meanwhile dear dear must take care at work k? you will be so busy but it still very important to take care of youself lor.. I dun wan you to fall sick hor.. Ah bish!! you sick later I knock you head... arhm!! =P
Love you deep deep my dearest! =) miss you lots lots!!! and wan you need you much much!!! =P
9:40 PM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Chipmunk:
It feels better to be back to normal... I really cant stand it whenever we quarrel... feel so sad the whole time... =( dear dear... I really dun like and dun wan it to be like this one... I know you also right? hugs... Hai hao now everything also yu guo tian qing le... we both dun linger on to our unhappiness le k? we shld jiayou and make our relationship stronger.. =)
Sunday is chipmunk and pixie's day!! =( but I have to rush a project so cant pei dear dear go out... dear dear went shopping with jx.. hope she had a great time.. =)
But still I get to meet my dear dear for dinner at lot1 in the end... haha... we ate at sakae sushi... keep looking at my ke ai de dear dear... lol... and we ni yi kuo wo yi kuo so tian lor.. =P haha... always look at my dear dear i wan to smile one lor.. =) not in the way of laughing at you, but just feel you are so cute and lovely... hugs...
(ps: Dear dear nv upload the photos we take there? when you put to ur com le ji de send me k? ah bish.. Hao xiang ni...)
12:16 AM
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Pixie:
hais..i fil so horrible!! In ur eyes i m such a lousy ppl n the worst gf,u sae till i did nt fu chu at all lyk i m taking u for granted!i cnt believe it tat tis words actualli cum frm u!it is killing me inside n i tink inside me is dying!i duno..bt i dun fil aniting animore.no filling..haha.cuz they r dead!:)) n suddenly i fill lyk laughing..fill lyk laughin at myself!laughing at everyting..y m i so pathetic?hahahahaa.wahahaha.tis tym laughing out loud wun work on me..ppl sae da xiao 3tym will fil beta bt i fil nth at al!i guess i m falling into illusion once again..i m not me..
Chipmunk:
In my eyes you are not such a lousy person nor the worst gf.. And I never said that you did not put in to this relationship... my words are hurtful I agreed... but if it is not cos of you, will I meant to hurt you at all? Haiz.. am I really wrong to feel angry and sad when you not happy cos of just now? I myself dunno wat is the problem.. I dunno how to solve it.. I also dun even know wat I am thinking or doing le...
Haiz...ur feelings are dead? you dun feel a thing le? you wan to laugh at yourself? laugh at everything? den wat am I suppose to be feeling at this moment?
Y put up a brave look to me when you still feel so hurt inside? it just make me feel worse..
1:46 AM
Friday, April 09, 2010
Chipmunk:
Though I feel so xin teng cos you are so tired le yet you dun wan sleep first... I am still very happy that dear dear wanted to wait for me to reach home before she went to sleep.. =)
so good to hear your sleepy voice lor... my tiredness just seem to go away when I am able to talk to you... dear dear... you are my energy booster.. =)
Mis you so much now... hope can see you later...
10:37 AM
Thursday, April 08, 2010
Chipmunk:
Sian.. so late le still stuck in school doing project.. ARH!! where is my dear dear? mis you mis you lor.. Just now want so much to go pick you up after ur school one.. but I cant go.. ended up raining heavily u dun have umbrella to go home.. =(
And you zhen shi de lor.. nv eat again.. ah bish!!! =( later gastric pain den I will scold you...
Wonder wat are you doing now lor? this few days so busy nv blog again.. BISH!
Haiz.. =(
1:25 AM
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
Chipmunk:
So tired today... Spend half a day sleeping at home... =P And yesterday night I think I talk half way with dear dear and fell asleep... Haha... And dunno wat time I wake up today...
Receive dear dear msg saying she is going to sch le and receive my fren msg asking whether I am going sch... but think he ended up bu shuang me cos I nv tell him I going anot and he waited for me.. Haiz... I wanted to tell him last nite but I too tired le den fall aslp lor...
Hmm... stressed as the exams are getting nearer.. need to go into study mood again which of cos till now I am still not able to do lor... PLS BUCK UP!! 3 more wks and it will be over for this sem... And yday receive de msg from him I also dunno wat to say le... ya.. I need to depend on myself...
Waiting for dear dear in sch... Dunno wat time she will be done... think soon le ba... so weird to be in an environment that I am not used to it.. haha.. and no frens around.. but think a few more times and I will be ok le... =P Must get to know dear dear frens... And swipe away all the bees... haha....
Arhm!! study study study.... ah bish!
Mis you dear.... =(
5:35 PM
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
Chipmunk:
Now at plaza waiting for dear dear... Today is her first day back to sch after such a long break huh? she must have been looking forward to it.. but at the same time she scared right? silly girl... Going into a new environment nan mian hui cannot adapt to it at the start.. but I believe after a while you will get use to it le.. After all, u are a sociable person.. so lovely sure got alot of ppl wan be frens with you one...
Life in a new environment wat matter the most is to get to know more ppl.. =) like that you will not feel lonely and when you need help you dun have to worry not able to find one... =P haha... But den hor.. dear dear dun zao re too many bees lor... Ah bish!! later ur chipmunk jealous sia... just now you say got alot of bees fen ming jiu shi yao wo jealous ah? haha... hope those bees can keep a distance from my dear dear lor... if not I must catch bees liao.. arhm!!
Dear dear zhen shi de lor.. got time use ur itouch and say you at orientation camp but no time to msg me.. Haiz.. make me sad lor.. ppl worry abt you since morning esp when you say u scare... called you in the morning and afternoon, u all nv pick up phone.. msg you you so late den reply... and reply say u wan cry... ah bish!!! u very li hai make ur chipmunk xin teng and worry abt you hor? later I angry den you know... u busy i can understand but when u send me msg like u are scared or wan cry, i expected you to reply me?
Understand mah??? grr... =(
5:01 PM
Monday, April 05, 2010
Pixie:
i duno y...i jus miss you so damn much....cn i choose to dun miss you..n my tears cnt stop flowing when i saw u jus nw at the pathway...it is lyk so far yet so near de filling.i cn see oni ur shadow,it make me miss u even more..bt jiu suan cn c ur bei ying i alr very hapi..tears cn u stop flowing??i tot aft few days i wun miss u so much bt i duno y the filling is still so strong!i hate it!!as i was posting,i was crying!haha.cn u believe it?
today is also the 1st tym i went hme w/o u..i went home alone..hw i wish u will appear in front of me at tis moment,hugging me,telling me dun cry..
jus nw aft work i receive ur sms tat u r goin to ur frewn hse again..my heart sank oni tis tym deeper..n once again tat filling cum bak,i miss you even more.bt it is ok.i still believe i will get used to it..each tym u r nt wif me,i try so hard to slp.today gt a lump on my arm,painpain!it is swollen.hais..nite after nite i miss you.day after days i miss u even more..
it has been sumtym since we had a long chat at nite bt i tink nxt wk onwards when i start sch it will b lyk tis too..so well,it is ok.
today ah lun ask me: tracy,when r u getting married wif alvin?
me:lols.i duno..
i jus wan u to take gud care of urself,drink lots of water n had enuf of rest...i m also scared abt tmr..i m goin to new sch,mitting new frewn.everyting brand new..i suddenly fill so not ready n scared ..everybody is a mo sheng ren..well,it is tym for me to grow..not to be sucha kid..
there is two song and sentence for u..
U R NOT ALONE...gt me to pei u endure tis hardest period!jiayou for ur project!finish it up n u cn hab a long break in may.hang on,dear.
another song is::
I cant live w/o u..tis song is for me..i should change it..to i cn live w/o u..
tink by the tym u saw tis post,i hab alr gone to bed...hopefully fallen asleep..
n not another sleepless nite..
lastly,iloveyouimissyouiwanyousobadly...
gudnite,switdreams...WOAINI!muacks..
Chipmunk:
Silly girl... my silly pixie... my silly silly dear dear.... HUGS!!!
I am very happy by wat you said.. I know how it feels to have this longing feeling in ur heart... I know how you are feeling cos I do feel the same as you my silly girl... Arhm!! dun choose not to mis me k? Ur chipmunk very selfish one... I like you to mis me so much... I like you to feel so much for me though I know it's hard on you... But I dun wan you to cry... it just hurt me to see you feel so sad and cry... =( hugs
Dear dear copy me again.. just now I also thinking you are so near yet so far lor.. but just by looking at the silhouette of you I feel its enough le.. though i really feel so much like seeing you... hoping that ur mom will go slp and you can come down find me...
Hugs... think this is really the first time that you go home without me since so long ago before we are together.. orh orh... dear dear get used to having me send you home le... like wat Ang say... haha.. Arhm!! silly girl.. I feel so sad not able to send you home lor.. cos the time we spent walking back everyday is really the little time we have for each other... I wan it to be everyday.. I wan it to be the time that I am supposed to spend with you... I wan myself to know that no matter how busy I am, I are supposed to take aside some time for you.... I hope you will also when you go schling le.. hugs...
Ur arm there still swollen? Haiz.. sayang you.. tml must let me see k? =(
Bish!! y dear dear say dunno when ah lun ask you that qns? haha... zhen shi de..
And for the song I cant live without you.. Hiak.. I rather you choose this lor.. dun like you to can live without you.. ah bish!!! I like you to treat me as someone that you need so badly... I wan you to feel how important I am... I wan you to treasure me so so much... I wan you to feel so much for me... I am a greedy chipmunk.. =P
Hugs.. think dear dear fall asleep le.. nv reply me liao... Slp well my dear... sweet dream.. dun cry le k? silly girl... I love you so much... =) Nite!!!
ILY.. IMY.. IWY...
(ps: tml dear dear first day in sch... hope everything will be ok for you... hugs.. i do feel worried for you lor.. just like you say u are going to a new environment.. meeting new frens... I hope that you will be fine.. I worried for you so much... esp you are so innocent wat if ppl bully you? and can you adapt to the new environment? some more later still got so many flies how?? haiz.. hugs... take care my dear...)
1:12 AM
Sunday, April 04, 2010
Chipmunk:
Tiring day... Need to rush to finish up my project... Haiz.. sian... Feeling so stressed up lor... esp when you wan so much to quickly get over and done with it but you dunno how to do to finish it up.. Haiz
Gone with with dear dear today.. Feel so much better.. One whole day of hardwork at least ended up with something gd... Watched JUON.. horror show but duno y it just did not seem scary enough... =) Have dinner at "The Soup Spoon".. Haha.. think dear dear a few month can dun need drink mushroom soup le... think we drink till wan puke... =P
Mis you dear dear.. haiz... dunno y my knee pain again... hope urs dun pain again.. take gd care of yourself and slp well sweetie... =) hugs...
1:08 AM
Saturday, April 03, 2010
Pixie:Thots for the day:
ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART FONDERseriously,i miss you so much!much more than ytd each tym u r not at hme.i wori for u lyk r u tired?n alotalot..dear,it is hard to fal asleep w/o ur col at nite.it seems lyk a routine for me tat i m used to.n i too yi lai u le.cntcnt!i mus not be lyk tis..pixie mus b independent!=) cnt fill tis way..bt i tink as tym goes,i wun fill too much of this lyk the day b4 n today[: haha.yea!tmr goin out wif u!looking forward to tmr though i m struggling nw!hw i wish tmr cum faster.tink i will go slp early so tmr cum faster n i cn c u!
n so as to pass the hardest enduring period of missing,worrying n caring for u..not to forget the word si nian!heheXP.bt it will oso be hard for me to fall asleep=( bt i will try my best!XD iloveyou,my dear!alot n alot...
Chipmunk:
I am at my fren house doing lab project again.. dear dear miss me alot.. and I also miss you terribly too.. silly girl.. Ah bish...
Today cant talk with you... but later you slping le must give me a call k? hugs...
So happy tml can go out with dear dear lor... Nan de her mom will allow... Haha... Looking forward to tml.. wonder where should we go? dear dear decide k? =P u say wan go play... LOL.. play wat thing u haven tell me lor... ah bish... =P
(ps: really miss you alot too... hugs)
3:46 PM
Friday, April 02, 2010
Chipmunk:
Stuck in school again.. Haiz.. really so bored and tired... ARH...
(ps: Strong aggregation btw Pixie and Chipmunk)
1:42 PM
Thursday, April 01, 2010
Chipmunk:
When it comes to 1st April, what we say always cast a doubt on ppl... =P
I wan to hug you!!!
I wan to kiss you!!!
I love you so much!!!
I miss you so dearly!!!
I wan you forever!!!
If dear dear think this is an April Fool joke, den you are wrong!!! =P
Cos I am serious abt you!!! =)
ILY!!! IMY!!! IWY!!! SMUAH!!! =)
AH BISH!!! But y cant I say the truth... haha!! =P
(ps: How's my sweet msg for you? =) haha.. not April Fool hor!! =P Love you lots my dear...)
11:37 AM
