Saturday, February 20, 2010
Pixie:
I Noe tis blog means alot to u,bt it does not mean I take it lightly.it Is oso very impt for me.bt I was so tired to blog sumtym.cuz my eyes cn hardly open.nw my eyes is closing le bt I had to force myself to finish tis!since tis mean alot to dear wo gen ying gai finish it.Wei le wo zui ai de dear,I cn de!yea,since dear tired oso cn blog so I no excuse to nv blog rite?I noe tat y I insist on filling in cuz I fill bad too n dunwan u to sad n angry wif me.wo zui bu xihuan dear angry.
Quickquick,I wan to finish riting al I wan to sae!dear,I admit jus nw I was sad.u dun understand me,I dun lyk to post lil cuz it is meaningless..I wan it to be packed wif my love for u!!n not jus a sentence ily..n bcuz u sae I mus you biao Xian so I mus show u tat ily alot n tis blog means alot to ne tat y I wan blog finish even if I m superb tired tmr.
Hope u cn understand lo,still sae I dun understand.hais.n dear let me tel u a secret.u Noe y I dunwan work full tym le?cuz mostly the reason is I wan pei u more.at first mum ask me work till April bt I told her I wan go relax n play wif hu?of cuz wif dear.cuz dear sae I nv spend enuf tym wif u n u were always looking forward to goin out wif me.
Of cuz another reason is very tired den y I wan continue work swensen is bcuz u r there so even if sch start I gt no tym to MIT dear we cn still c each other at work.I do not plan to tel u al tis bt cuz I fill so sad tat u sae me luk tis lyk I nv take ur word seriously n nv tink abt u.I did jus tat I nv tel u ONI.cuz I believe wateve I do for you I dunid to let u noe.jus tt u fill hapi jiu hao.bt I was reali very sad hearing u saw me lyk tis,oh well..guess I will end here.u mus be slping soundly nw.will wake up early to blog bak all the other.nites
Chipmunk:
Dear dear de xing yi wo ming bai... I was very happy and touched by wat you have written yday nite... and I really have no intention to pick on you or make you sad... I know that dear dear really love me alot... but things that you do for me I wan you to let me know... cannot just wan me happy jiu hao.. wat is I am not happy, like this time? den it will lead to me misunderstand ur intentions... and I dun wan to make you sad...
And dear dear got secret y nv tell me till now? hugs... but I'm really happy that you are trying to make time for me... cos I really wan and need your company... with my amount of workload now, I scared that I dun have time for you though I wan to be with you alot... and I am so afraid that you will qi wo... qi wo mei you pei ni...=( dear dear ah... I really wan spend more time with you... I dunno y I keep wanting to see you... keep thinking abt you...
I like dear dear to worry abt me... I really feel so happy that you are very concern abt me... =) this is one of the main reason y I love you so much lor... I like you to tell me to do this do that or cannot do this do that.. cos it makes me know that there is someone who is always looking out for me, caring abt me... that's y when you say dun like and dun wan me drink, i really trying my best to listen to you... cos I know that you meant gd for me... but at times when I really have to drink or I feel like drinking, I hope that dear wun stop me lor... as in it's something like I'm old enough le and I know myself wat I can do so as to make you not worry too much abt me... like I know my limit which I know that I wun go drunk...
haiz... I dun really noe how to say... But I guess dear dear understand me right? hugs... But nevertheless, though I hope you will let me drink, I still wan ur care and concern.. I will hope you will do something like asking me dun drink too much or you will say you will wait for me to reach home, or you will call me to check out on me... dear dear understand wat I am trying to say? this drinking thing is just an example... and if I really drink, I will tell you one.. just like I did the the day before... I really refrain myself and only take a sip which I did tell you even before I drink lor...
And you wan me to tell you everytime I go home right? I know I shld... but sometimes it really slip off my mind... sorry dear... this I know is my fault... I hope to tell you everyday too.. just tat I tend to forget to send you this msg... but if dear dear got msg me to tell you to msg you when I'm goin home, I know that day I will tell you when I really going home... and sometimes when there is anything else, I will tell dear one.. I really will lor.. cos if you msg me I tend to reply you quite fast right? unless when there is something on den I will reply you slow.. if not whenever my phone ring and I see is you, I will have reply straight away le...
dear dear.. I really hope you dun misunderstand my intentions lor... As in I dun wish you to be sad by wat I say just now... I still dunno how to explain clearly wat I am trying to tell you lor... but I am already very afraid to make you sad... I dun like to see you sad... haiz...
(ps: dear dear, if I have make you unhappy, I hope you will tell me the prob lor.. just say out and dun be afraid to make me sad k? I rather you tell me... ILY)
1:43 AM
