Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Chipmunk:
I will be studying at dear dear's sch today... Jia you jia you... 8 days and everything will be over for now le.. Jia you jia you...
(ps: I am feeling so hot and sweaty now.. felt like just climb up a hill.. oops!!)
Haiz.. dear dear went jp buy something.. something that I dunno.. a secret... ya... I am waiting for her... missed her terribly... haiz.. dunno wat she is doing.. she din even reply me now.. =(
Pixie:
nobody wants me..even u nw...=( nobody cares abt me animore!my parents n nw even u!=(( so dead nw!
i m so sorri to abandon u there,den do u noe my filling is not gud either cuz i noe u will be sad n i will be more sad cuz i abandon u there.bt at the other point i wanted to gib u a surprise cuz u wanted one so badly.n bcuz it is the 1st tym i m celebrating wif u so i wan make it a memorable one.tat y i had to go find tat ting n u noe tat i nid to spend hw long on it?
tat day i threw everyting away,do u noe hw heartpain i fill?my hardwork will be thrown away cuz u dun appreciate it..u noe if i every nite slp very late n doing al tis even though i was working in the morning is very tiring so i tend to fall aslp halfway n do u even realise hw cum tat few day u tok to me i was lyk hmhmhm?
yet,u tel me u r silly to sae gudnite when i slp?silly den y dun sae to me early?u noe tat ting was so hard to make?it was stitching n knitting.in the dark i even had to stitch while looking at instruction.sumtym i fill lyk gibing up cuz it is so hard n within so lil tym,n i even prick myself several tym.so i hope u cn sae sumting to motivate me.bt?i was so disappointed when u sae those tat i threw al the ting away! do u tink abt the ting i do then?did u ever rmb?was i even more silly?yes,i tink i m damn stupid!den u tink ytd i was left alone at jp the filling is gud?so mani ppl boarding bus n i was one of them in tat packed bus tinking of u.y?cuz i noe u fill lyk goin so much.so i bu ren xin stop u n let u go.hw abt u abandon me ytd?wei le u,i understand u n did not even sad or angry abt it alrite?
i m not trying to blame u or wat.bt jus wan u to tink.wat abt me?for u i change alot.for u i do ting tat i nv do b4?for u i sacrifice alot of ting.n bcuz of u,mum scolded me agn jus nw n ask me go die.wat do i tink i filling nw?n i dunwan anymore quarrel.wat i do for u is all my willingness,i nv wish for aniting in return.
anw,i tink i shld go out and destress cuz since no one cares abt me or even bother abt my filling.
9:05 AM
