Monday, April 05, 2010
Pixie:
i duno y...i jus miss you so damn much....cn i choose to dun miss you..n my tears cnt stop flowing when i saw u jus nw at the pathway...it is lyk so far yet so near de filling.i cn see oni ur shadow,it make me miss u even more..bt jiu suan cn c ur bei ying i alr very hapi..tears cn u stop flowing??i tot aft few days i wun miss u so much bt i duno y the filling is still so strong!i hate it!!as i was posting,i was crying!haha.cn u believe it?
today is also the 1st tym i went hme w/o u..i went home alone..hw i wish u will appear in front of me at tis moment,hugging me,telling me dun cry..
jus nw aft work i receive ur sms tat u r goin to ur frewn hse again..my heart sank oni tis tym deeper..n once again tat filling cum bak,i miss you even more.bt it is ok.i still believe i will get used to it..each tym u r nt wif me,i try so hard to slp.today gt a lump on my arm,painpain!it is swollen.hais..nite after nite i miss you.day after days i miss u even more..
it has been sumtym since we had a long chat at nite bt i tink nxt wk onwards when i start sch it will b lyk tis too..so well,it is ok.
today ah lun ask me: tracy,when r u getting married wif alvin?
me:lols.i duno..
i jus wan u to take gud care of urself,drink lots of water n had enuf of rest...i m also scared abt tmr..i m goin to new sch,mitting new frewn.everyting brand new..i suddenly fill so not ready n scared ..everybody is a mo sheng ren..well,it is tym for me to grow..not to be sucha kid..
there is two song and sentence for u..
U R NOT ALONE...gt me to pei u endure tis hardest period!jiayou for ur project!finish it up n u cn hab a long break in may.hang on,dear.
another song is::
I cant live w/o u..tis song is for me..i should change it..to i cn live w/o u..
tink by the tym u saw tis post,i hab alr gone to bed...hopefully fallen asleep..
n not another sleepless nite..
lastly,iloveyouimissyouiwanyousobadly...
gudnite,switdreams...WOAINI!muacks..
Chipmunk:
Silly girl... my silly pixie... my silly silly dear dear.... HUGS!!!
I am very happy by wat you said.. I know how it feels to have this longing feeling in ur heart... I know how you are feeling cos I do feel the same as you my silly girl... Arhm!! dun choose not to mis me k? Ur chipmunk very selfish one... I like you to mis me so much... I like you to feel so much for me though I know it's hard on you... But I dun wan you to cry... it just hurt me to see you feel so sad and cry... =( hugs
Dear dear copy me again.. just now I also thinking you are so near yet so far lor.. but just by looking at the silhouette of you I feel its enough le.. though i really feel so much like seeing you... hoping that ur mom will go slp and you can come down find me...
Hugs... think this is really the first time that you go home without me since so long ago before we are together.. orh orh... dear dear get used to having me send you home le... like wat Ang say... haha.. Arhm!! silly girl.. I feel so sad not able to send you home lor.. cos the time we spent walking back everyday is really the little time we have for each other... I wan it to be everyday.. I wan it to be the time that I am supposed to spend with you... I wan myself to know that no matter how busy I am, I are supposed to take aside some time for you.... I hope you will also when you go schling le.. hugs...
Ur arm there still swollen? Haiz.. sayang you.. tml must let me see k? =(
Bish!! y dear dear say dunno when ah lun ask you that qns? haha... zhen shi de..
And for the song I cant live without you.. Hiak.. I rather you choose this lor.. dun like you to can live without you.. ah bish!!! I like you to treat me as someone that you need so badly... I wan you to feel how important I am... I wan you to treasure me so so much... I wan you to feel so much for me... I am a greedy chipmunk.. =P
Hugs.. think dear dear fall asleep le.. nv reply me liao... Slp well my dear... sweet dream.. dun cry le k? silly girl... I love you so much... =) Nite!!!
ILY.. IMY.. IWY...
(ps: tml dear dear first day in sch... hope everything will be ok for you... hugs.. i do feel worried for you lor.. just like you say u are going to a new environment.. meeting new frens... I hope that you will be fine.. I worried for you so much... esp you are so innocent wat if ppl bully you? and can you adapt to the new environment? some more later still got so many flies how?? haiz.. hugs... take care my dear...)
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