Saturday, April 10, 2010
Pixie:
hais..i fil so horrible!! In ur eyes i m such a lousy ppl n the worst gf,u sae till i did nt fu chu at all lyk i m taking u for granted!i cnt believe it tat tis words actualli cum frm u!it is killing me inside n i tink inside me is dying!i duno..bt i dun fil aniting animore.no filling..haha.cuz they r dead!:)) n suddenly i fill lyk laughing..fill lyk laughin at myself!laughing at everyting..y m i so pathetic?hahahahaa.wahahaha.tis tym laughing out loud wun work on me..ppl sae da xiao 3tym will fil beta bt i fil nth at al!i guess i m falling into illusion once again..i m not me..
Chipmunk:
In my eyes you are not such a lousy person nor the worst gf.. And I never said that you did not put in to this relationship... my words are hurtful I agreed... but if it is not cos of you, will I meant to hurt you at all? Haiz.. am I really wrong to feel angry and sad when you not happy cos of just now? I myself dunno wat is the problem.. I dunno how to solve it.. I also dun even know wat I am thinking or doing le...
Haiz...ur feelings are dead? you dun feel a thing le? you wan to laugh at yourself? laugh at everything? den wat am I suppose to be feeling at this moment?
Y put up a brave look to me when you still feel so hurt inside? it just make me feel worse..
1:46 AM
