Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Pixie:
jus nw went wif dear chipmunk to jurong point n we went there for?of cuz to catch a movie luh!XD Being wif my dearest i fill so hapi!=)before i start my lovey dovey mushy words,in the morning i went to sch,wat sch?of cuz is np lah!=P hehe.i seriously dislike economics,it is definitely not the cup of tea for me!uhh!!dreaded goin to tat class!=((
Not to forget,sch is oso not starting the way i wan it to be!!hais]: reali hope to be more fun as the days goes by!i wan make lots of frewn n is gal de hor!cuz i fill kinda weird to hang out wif guys!=( n dear i noe u r actually very disturbed by me goin n hanging out wif guys rite?i m sorri,i wanted to sae tis to u..i dunwan to!!i duno hw to reject ppl,u noe?everytime i noe i m rushing off,or had sumting on i jus duno hw to reject.i everytime will find an excuse wich i dun lyk!cuz i wanna be true to them bt scared rejecting will hurt their filling?n mayb they r jus being friendly??
bt i oso fill weird wif guys!sumtime i duno wat to do..i m so stuck!=( sobs..n dear,i promise i wun be lyk tis animore cuz i dunwan u to fill aniting not gud!n i noe u r my bf so i cnt let u fill any way not gud.i reali do love you alot.today seeing u leave i reali bu she de let u go.bt i m left wif no choice sumtym.for ur gud n sake i cnt be selfish to kip u acc me when u r habing exam.n when ur frewn wanted u to go so much..muacks!XD i was tinking of alot of ting.i realise
Chipmunk:
Dear dear understand how I feel I am really happy.. Ya.. is true that I feel disturbed that you hang out with guys... esp ppl like you noe who.. but I also dunno how to tell you... I scare you not happy.. and I dunno if I am right to feel this way..
I really enjoy ur company today, my dearest pixie... though we have very little time together, I still feel very comfortable and happy being with you... =) I also feel she bu de to leave you lor.. but I know I have to study.. haiz...
And dear dear dun feel sad over how sch is now k? cos you just started sch so you will feel unfamiliar with alot of things.. wait till a while more maybe you will find sch more fun le.. =) you will get to know more frens, having lessons together, gossiping abt things, htht with some of them, and also going out with them... some more still got ur cca.. your poly life shld be of some spark.. =P
Take care my dear... I love you..
10:06 PM
