Saturday, July 03, 2010
Pixie:
hmm,i m bak hme. fill so gud aft eating my ice cream!magnum, u r my antidote! today col hme, bro sae mum not at hme, den ask him if she is cooking cuz no 1 pei me go eat=(( sobsob. he ask me dun ask, n dun tok. he jus hang my col like tis. hais. of cuz filling sad n angry. col my mum, she off her hp. helpless.lols. walking arnd plaza for duno hw mani rounds.hmm, finally i went hme. alrite, n i had been gud gal,taking my medi.well,i m goin to work soon.
Chipmunk:
Today msg dear and I can still feel she is not feeling happy.. haiz.. =( I feel helpless too.. I no longer feel the smiley and happy you le.. not in phone call or even msg.. Maybe I think too much but I hope I am wrong too...
Dear should now be going home or even reach home le.. but she haven even msg me.. guess she spend the time aline again ba.. walking to dunno where... I dunno wat is going in your mind.. I dunno wat you thinking now or feeling now... maybe you wan to be left alone for now? haiz... I hope you can be happier... ya.. happier and make me feel it too..
Haiz.. if tat still bother you so much I really feel so sad... Every things just seem to freeze at that time... you have been going through it over and over.. feeling sad and sad... I feel like I am drifting back to that time too.. I feel the sadness over me.. haiz... =(
I really hope everything will be fine..
(ps: Went to grandma house just now and I played mahjong... it's really a miracle and a damn bad surprise for me to think that I play one full game yet I nv win a single round... haiz.. haha... really amazing I guess...)
And till now I am still waiting for your reply... haiz...
(and another sad thing is I think my gastric prob is back again.. haiz.. stomach keep feeling so bloated.. very uncomfortable.. haiz..I dunno y it keep on like this.. the feeling is so bad.. sob)
5:30 PM
